suicidebomb's Diaryland Diary


The Falling Man.

Don't know what has overcome me, I feel fucking depressed. My mother makes me angry, the way she is, the way she has been, and the way - I suspect - she will remain. I realise it is not my problem - but her problem with me - her narrow-mindedness, labelling, distorted thinking and general lack of rationality. I also realise that it is only me that can make myself upset, only I who can allow her to get to me. I'm sad I've had to stop talking to her to get the message across, I am also remorseful that I had to resort to bringing in other family members to make her realise that its not acceptable. But this was the only way, I am not going to live a lie for her.

10:49 a.m. - 2008-04-28


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