suicidebomb's Diaryland Diary

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Tino

Let go. This time for good. Completely detach.

8:20 p.m. - 2015-11-03

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olof

goes over my boundaries a lot. how? price of entry

Minuses

a) kidding, grabby, touch-y in public spaces
b) exaggerates, economical with truth, PR man stunts, hype man
c) shows off a lot, always having hottest sex, he's always the top, always hottest guy, they are always not his type even though it was AMAZING, doesn't add up
d) excludes/includes as appropriate, carrot/stick
e) self absorbed/obsessed/ rude/ slut shaming/ manipulation
f) when he had clearly transcended boundaries

Pluses

a) knows parties
b) good with people (sometimes)
c) charismatic

11:20 a.m. - 2015-11-03

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tino

this is a promise to yourself to let go of any ideas that this is going somewhere.

this person has displayed no interest in pursuing anything with you.

Give up.

8:24 p.m. - 2015-09-15

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Assertive actions.

Solutions to problems:

1. Living with Chris isn't pleasant and never has been, he's insane. Tino is too shy, too unfriendly. This doesn't work. Start looking.

2. Counselling to begin after US trip.

3. Natasha and Adam to remain friends but it's not going anywhere. I shouldn't resent my friends.

4. Letter to parents to be written.

4:02 p.m. - 2015-06-01

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